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Boy behind bars
The gay president of the Stop Prisoner Rape human rights lobby bares his soul in a remarkable new memoir recounting his four years in prison—beginning at age 17.
From The Advocate  November 7, 2006

After holding up a Fotomat with a toy gun in 1978, T.J. Parsell was convicted of armed robbery and spent four years in Michigan’s correctional system. On the first day spent with the general prisoner population at Riverside Correctional Facility, Parsell was drugged by four inmates who then took turns raping him. He was 17 and just beginning to realize he was gay. After the assault the other prisoners flipped a coin to see who would “own” Parsell, whom they threatened to kill if he reported the incident to authorities.

It would not be the last time Parsell was sexually violated before his release at age 21. During that time—detailed in Parsell’s compelling and intelligent new memoir, Fish: A Memoir of a Boy in a Man’s Prison (Carroll & Graf)—Parsell also, in order to protect himself from the larger population, negotiated a long-term sexual relationship with a stronger inmate he calls “Slide Step.” He learned the complicated prison hierarchy and behavioral codes that deemed some homosexual acts acceptable, some fodder for barter, and others reason for attempted murder.

Parsell eventually was transferred to a medium-security prison, where he took part in publishing an inmate newspaper. There he found a sympathetic mentor and had his first fully consensual gay relationship, with a young inmate he calls Paul—a man he loved deeply but lost touch with for 20 years after his release. In 2002, Parsell reached out to Paul in a long, heartfelt letter—and learned that Paul had spent most of his adult life behind bars.

In contrast, Parsell stayed clean and free, eventually becoming a top executive at a technology firm. He found a life partner and had a daughter. He’s now president of the human rights group Stop Prisoner Rape and a consultant to the National Prison Rape Elimination Commission.

Some might say the threat of prison rape is a good deterrent to crime, while others might say that if you commit a crime, that’s one of the consequences.
I do understand that mentality is out there, and it’s a strong one, and I think it’s fear-based. I’m worried about crime as well, and I’m fearful of walking down certain streets.

I think people should be held accountable for what they do. I certainly made some awful choices. I deserved to be punished. What I would submit is, I didn’t deserve what I got. Rape should not have been part of my punishment.
The sad reality is the majority of people who find themselves in that position are young, nonviolent, first-time offenders—kids that made really dumb choices, where there is a complete lack of sympathy or a willingness to do anything. We’ve had a couple presidents of Stop Prisoner Rape who were antiwar protesters, were thrown in jail for civil disobedience, and were raped. I had a friend of mine who was down in Miami, with no criminal record, who was arrested because he cruised an undercover cop and was thrown in the Miami jail for the weekend and was raped.

This is the kind of thing that can impact anyone.

What has the group Stop Prisoner Rape been able to do over the past couple of years?
We were instrumental in getting the Prison Rape Elimination Act of 2003 passed, the first federal legislation to address the issue. It established a national commission, which is spending a couple years studying the problem, holding public hearings, and will next year issue standards that will impact all federal, state, and local prisons, jails, and [federal immigration] detention facilities.

Whether prison rape can be eliminated is probably too ambitious, but I think it can be greatly reduced. The more vulnerable populations can be protected by proper classification. Changing attitudes is an important part of it. One of my personal missions is to address homophobia among corrections officials. Homophobia is one of those underlying causes that help create this atmosphere of impunity. The way they treat gay and trans prisoners, it sends a message to the inmates—the way they fail to respond to complaints, and fail to take them seriously, and further this environment that can become quite dangerous.

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  • Name: Robert Gagnon
    Date posted: 2008-11-09 6:30 AM
    Hometown: West Palm Beach

    Comment:

    I was 15 years old when I was sentenced to life in a Florida adult prison. I was never successfully raped but, there were more than a few attempts. In my own book "053803" I explain how the prison sex world really works. What Mr Parsells overlooks and refuses to accept is responsibility for his actions. Prison is a bad place with bad people, and he worked very hard to get there. The robbery was not his first offence. The people who raped him had lesser offences than he did, (that throws classification out the window), and although what happened to him was terrible, he gloats on the possibility of turning someone else out through trickery. Fish is informative but not very accurate, He claims snitches are killed in prison, but he never names snitches that were killed/ No he just makes that assumption to embellish the book. The moral of my comments....Stay out of prison and these things won't happen to you!


  • Name: Jack
    Date posted: 2008-09-15 1:42 PM
    Hometown: Brooklyn

    Comment:

    Rape is something that can not be prevented in a jail/prison. Where there is a will there is a way. The criminal master-minds will find a way to get to that individual. The majority of the time it is more than one inmate committing the assault. Anyone can be put into fear of their own life if they don't "play ball". When the numbers are more than one-to-one, it is more than likely you are going to loose. Even in some cases when it is one-to-one. When you take a new, "fish", and throw him to the wolves they are going to have their fill. Darwin's Natural Selection will take place. Is it sad? Yes. Can the Correctional system prevent every singe inmate from being sexually assaulted while their in prison? No. Sad to say but it is what it is.


  • Name: Jack
    Date posted: 2008-09-15 1:41 PM
    Hometown: Brooklyn

    Comment:

    Rape is something that can not be prevented in a jail/prison. Where there is a will there is a way. The criminal master-minds will find a way to get to that individual. The majority of the time it is more than one inmate committing the assult. Anyone can be put into fear of their own life if they don't "play ball". When the numbers are more than one-to-one, it is more than likely you are going to loose. Even in some cases when it is one-to-one. When you take a new, "fish", and throw him to the wolves they are going to have their fill. Darwin's Natural Selection will take place. Is it sad? Yes. Can the Correctional system prevent every singe inmate from being sexually assulted while their in prison? No. Sad to say but it is what it is.


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