By Michael Lucas
Originally published on Advocate.com September 27 2011 5:00 AM ET
Here’s a sentence I never thought I would write: I’m in
favor of a “don’t ask, don’t tell” policy. Not in the military, of course — those
days are behind us — but in the bedroom. What I’m talking about, specifically,
is HIV. And my point is that, at least when it comes to sex, we should talk
about it less.
It amazes me that in 2011, so many people still won’t sleep
with HIV-positive guys. But it’s true. Many HIV-negative friends have told me
they won’t have sex with anyone they know to be positive. And I’ve heard from
the other side too: from positive friends with horror stories about the
difficulties they face in dating or even hooking up. For them, the quest for
love and sex can be an obstacle course of thoughtless discrimination and
Don’t get me wrong. I understand that negative guys might get
turned off when they hear that a hookup is HIV-positive. For most people,
disease isn’t sexy. But there’s an easy solution to that problem: Just don’t
talk about it. It might also ruin the mood if Mr. Right Now revealed that he
had liver cancer, diabetes, sickle-cell anemia, or a family history of mental
illness. But why would he tell you those things on a first date? And why would
The answer, some might say, has to do with managing the risk
of contagion. But many people still seem to have outdated ideas about HIV
transmission. One friend says that guys often get mad at him if they’ve kissed
before he tells them he’s positive — lashing out as if he has put their lives
in danger. Is this 1983? Do they also think they can get AIDS from toilet
You can’t get HIV from kissing. In fact, it’s hard to get
HIV even from sex — as long as you use a condom. I dated a positive guy for two
years in the 1990s; we had safe sex almost every day, and I never
seroconverted. Today, it is even more difficult to become infected through
protected sex. Recent studies suggest that HIV-positive men who are taking
their medications pose a vastly reduced risk of transmitting the virus.
But shunning HIV-positive people is not just phobic and
unkind — it is also dangerous. Paradoxically, a supposed open discussion about
HIV actually leads to a culture of HIV secrecy; it punishes men who are honest
about their status, rewards those who lie, and discourages guys from getting
tested (and treated).
What’s more, it perpetuates a growing trend toward barebacking
by men who think that they can stay negative as long as they only hook up with
other negative guys. I don't know anyone who has seroconverted from safe sex
with an HIV-positive partner — but I know several who have gotten HIV from
boyfriends who were barebacking on the side.
The problem is, an honest guy may tell you he’s positive, but
you can never reliably know who’s negative. A guy you meet on Manhunt may tell
you he got tested last month — but are you really going to take the word of a
guy whom you met under a pseudonym and whose profile probably shaves four
years off his age and adds two inches to his dick? Even if he thinks he’s
telling the truth, he may have been infected since.
It boils down to this: The real way to avoid HIV is not by
avoiding people with HIV; it’s by avoiding practices that make HIV
communicable. If you want to stay negative, assume that everyone you hook up
with is positive, and wear a condom to protect yourself.
If the relationship moves beyond sex, there will be a time
when it’s appropriate to talk about your medical histories. That may mean
continuing to practice safe sex — but if you love a guy, a thin layer of rubber
shouldn’t be enough to keep you apart.
Until then, it’s none of your business. Leave HIV status off
your hookup checklists and Manhunt profiles and pre-sex chatter. In this case,
ignorance really can be bliss: There are a huge number of super-hot,
HIV-positive guys out there that HIV-negative men are losing out on.
It’s time to rid the gay community of the irrational fears
and discrimination that have held us back for far too long. Positive men don’t
deserve to be second-class sexual citizens. When it comes to HIV, the baseline
rules should be simple: Don’t ask. Don’t tell. Stay smart. And enjoy the hell
out of each other.
Michael Lucas created Lucas Entertainment, one of the
largest studios producing all-male erotica, in 1998. He lives in New York City.
This article is the opinion of the writer and not The Advocate.