When Leslie Ezelle hit TV screens on this season of HGTV's Design
Star, she was an instant fan favorite. It's
not every day you meet an interior designer who's a former Dallas Cowboys
cheerleader, mother of four, and breast cancer survivor who has lived everywhere
from Mississippi to the Philippines, and who just happens to also have a wife
The Texas-based Ezelle didn't win Design Star, but she came out triumphant from the series
nonetheless. Named an honorary chairperson for Susan G. Komen's Race for the
Cure organization, Ezelle just spent October (National Breast Cancer Awareness
Month) helping raise tens of thousands for the organization, which garnered her
the "privilege of being named hometown hero" by Dallas-based TV station KDFW.
Her biggest project last month: creating a 2,600-pound, 14-foot-tall bullet bra
sculpture with the catchphrase "You Can't Strap a Good Woman Down." So you're a former Dallas Cowboys cheerleader with a
wife, four kids, and bevy of animals. Tell me what home life is like for you.
This busy lesbian mom (her wife is partner at a prominent Dallas financial
firm) has a devilish wit (she follows up "I had not been on the bottom once"
with a ba-da-bing "that's what he said," for example) that's nearly as
distracting as her amazing physique. Ezelle talked with us about pillow fights,
moody kids, becoming the Modern Family of design shows, and the destiny she and Ellen DeGeneres share.
The Advocate: Tell me
about that amazing bra sculpture.
Leslie Ezelle: I designed and help sculpt a huge 1950s metal strappy bra, hanging from the
tree of life, weighing 2,600 pounds. This Madonna-like bra is named Ann-e
Girl after my kids' aunt, who died of
breast cancer. It toured Dallas, including a visit to Dallas City Hall, where
the mayor did a proclamation about the bra, officially "Turning Dallas Pink" in
honor of breast cancer awareness month. Ann-e Girl visited various cities and tourist sites, leaving a
trail of pink in her path, to eventually land at the finish line of the Race
for the Cure -- to be greeted by over 30,000 runners! Now that Breast Cancer
Awareness Month has come to a close, this sculpture is moving on to other
organizations that help deal with the struggles of women trying to overcome
My life is total chaos! Or maybe I should say choreographed chaos? No, just
chaos. I feel like I should write a book called Surviving Life
while living with four kids, two goldens, a one-eyed shih tzu, two kitties, two
turtles, one hamster, and a wife named Libby -- all living in a 2,800-square-foot
house. Oh, and did I mention we are living through a major construction project
on our home? We are adding an additional 2,300 square feet, putting on a second
floor to give the each of the kids their own room. Fun stuff. Right now we have
no floor, just sub-flooring, with our refrigerator in the living room.
Actually, it is kind of convenient. I also have my studio set up in my living
room for painting, so there are paint stains all over the plywood. Almost feels
like we are living in a fraternity house; the only thing missing is the stale
beer smell. So it's crazy, but it is our life and it is in a good way.Is being a working mom different in a same-sex-headed household?
Well, maybe, I guess. You know we both wear the pants in the family, so to
speak, however we don't have penises, or penii, I should say. But I have to say
we both can have pretty big balls at certain times. So I don't know where that
puts us. As far as the kids are concerned, this is just the way it is. Libby,
my partner, and I are so totally different that it makes for a good balance in
our life. I am the mom that makes costumes, feeds the family, and help the kids
with any creative project. Lib is the one that coaches the teams, helps with
homework, and makes the money -- at least for now. The dogs know that I am the
blond one who sometimes throws them a bit of fat off the steak I am eating, and
the brown-headed one, Libby, is the one who takes us on walks. So we all have
our roles to play.How does your background -- especially moving from Biloxi, Miss., to
Philippines to Louisiana to Texas -- affect your design sensibility?
It doesn't. No, wait, maybe that's not true, maybe it gives me a more "global
perspective." If you have watched Design Star,
that may strike a
chord with you. There was a gal on the show that said her design style was
"global" and used the term "global perspective" every chance she got. It was
hilarious! We had a drinking game over here one night where we had to drink
every time she said "global." Needless to say, we were all two sheets to the
wind by the end of the night. [Laughs
]Do you think there's
such a thing as a lesbian design aesthetic?
Huh? Come again? Well, I can tell you this much, I don't design in a granola,
Birkenstock, no makeup, wallet-in-my-back-pocket, stereotype kind of way -- not
that there is anything wrong with granola or Birkenstocks or not wearing makeup
or carrying around a wallet in your back pocket. I mean, I have eaten granola
and would like to say on the record that I am a fan of it and I have worn
Birkenstocks -- once -- and definitely I have been seen without makeup, so really
the only thing I haven't done is my wallet in my back pocket, but recently I
have been considering it as an option over my new Jimmy Choo purse. So, to
answer your question, since I do not have a good grip on the latest design
aesthetic for lesbians, I think I would say, um, no.You had the all-American childhood -- high school cheerleader, football
sweetheart, and voted class favorite. Did it surprise you to discover you were
gay? Are you gay or bisexual? How do you identify?
I know, isn't it crazy? My old boyfriends, to this day, can't believe it. I
have been asked the question by a couple of them if they were the one
responsible for turning me gay. My canned response is, "I'm sorry, no, you do
not get to take credit for that." I'm just lucky that way. So, I'm going with,
it's because of the black
my mom's doctor prescribed to her when she was pregnant with me.
It's always the mom's fault. No, seriously, I identify myself as gay, because
after numerous boyfriends and relationships with various boys, since 1990 I
have not been with another man. And no, I have not been celibate. So I think
that makes me gay. It is a mind-blower for most folks, which I love. You can't
judge a book by its cover.Tell me about your time on Design Star. What was your favorite part?
Definitely the time Kelly, Meg, and I had tickle fights in the basement. OK,
seriously ... you know what it was like? It was what I like to call design boot
camp. Sitting at home watching this crazy Design Star,
it was easy to "armchair" decorate -- judging each
of the contestants and asking myself, Why the hell is everyone running and
At one point early on the
show's filming, I found myself running down the streets of New York, in
five-inch heels, in the rain, makeup running, screaming like Goldie Hawn from Private
"This is not what I signed
up for!" Having my ass handed to me by my "global perspective" fellow
contestant Cathy with her constant demeaning commentary for the first five
episodes was also true joy. [Laughs
] I really did love getting to hug cutie-patootie David Bromstad every
fourth day or so.Were you surprised to go home when you did?
Hell yes! Now, did I do my best work? Hell no! But I really did think that I
was going to win the whole thing. I just thought they would base their decision
on my portfolio and what I bring to the table -- as a breast cancer survivor,
former Dallas Cowboys cheerleader, mommy of four, gay, and a designer. I have a
lot of cards that make me marketable. So when I totally screwed the pooch on
that poor kid's room, I just thought they would overlook it, especially since I
had not been on the bottom once. I really thought they would give me another
shot at it. So it was a huge bummer that I could not produce my best work.Would you do another reality show?
Absodamnlutely! I will when I have my own show. I am still in hot pursuit of my
own show -- my dream show may not be an HGTV kind of show. I mean, I can be a
bit racy, which is hard to keep from my kids at times. I want to have more of a
real-life Modern Family
kind of design show, which is a glimpse
into my amusing life, with design tits -- I mean tips -- for example, all that it
will encompass to redesign every room in my house plus the four new kids'
rooms. Ever dealt with a hormonal 13-year-old girl or a determined 11-year-old
boy who has difficulty understanding the concept of coordinating colors? Try
having to develop a sophisticated and elegant look that will have to withstand
a tornado of activity moving through it day in day out. That means on any
particular day I can have mud tramped through the house -- or worse, remember
three dogs create a lot of poop -- as the kids run in from school to change for
the afternoon activity. Then the Gatorade is kicked over as the boys race out
the door to catch a ride to practice and the snack I fixed for Ella has left a trail
through the living room as she wanders around eating it as all three dogs
follow her. I think you get the idea. More of what I like to call an organic
kind of design show. Any takers?What did your kids think of Design Star?
They were totally convinced that I had won the show. They were planning for a
paparazzi invasion. So when I got canned from the show, I planned a "canning"
party. Of course, no one had any idea I was being canned; they just thought I
was doing another push for Susan G. Komen. I credit breast cancer for bringing
me to the show, and I was such a horrible breast cancer patient, total denial,
so I thought I should do something good for Susan G. Komen. So I had a huge
premiere party, with press invited and friends and it was all benefiting Susan
G. Komen. My goal was to raise $25,000, and I ended up with over $30,000 in a
little under four weeks' time. Next thing I know, Susan G. Komen named me the
honorary chairperson for the Race for the Cure, Dallas. It was only fitting
that for the day that I got canned I did a 10-day countdown to see how many
people I could get signed up for the race, with the 10th day being the day that
again I had family, friends, and press there to announce my total number. The
reality was, I was inviting them all over to watch me tank. But what else was I
going to do, sit at home and cry? I wanted my kids to know that when life
knocks you down, you've got to get back up and fight again. You have to be
willing to fail in order to succeed. It was great for them to see it. What
could have been a real Debbie Downer night ended up being a night to celebrate,
so it worked out well.Do your kids think
you're as cool as everyone else does?
Well first let's start with the cool part: Does anyone out there think that I'm
cool? Because I have always pictured myself in the goofball category. But cool?
I can be cool, I like that. And no, they definitely don't think I'm cool. For a
minute there when they thought I was like Beyonce and had won the contest,
maybe yes, but that passed. So now I am shooting to get on TheEllen DeGeneres Show
for my 14-foot tall, gigantic metal bra sculpture
that toured Dallas and across the nation turning each of its destination spots
pink for the month of October. See, the dream is to have the bra sculpture land
at Ellen's studio and turn her building pink. Then maybe the kids will think
I'm cool again. Any chance you have some ties to my gal Ellen? It's the perfect
match for me to be on her show: we have so much in common. We both like women,
we both were Dallas Cowboys cheerleaders, although she was a few years before
me, I think -- well, clearly she's a dancer; we both lived in Louisiana growing
up; she HGTV'd someone and I was on HGTV; she is big into Susan G. Komen; her
mom had breast cancer and I had breast cancer; and she sculpts in her spare
time like me!What's next for you?
I'm running for president. Either that or my own reality design show.