Large and In Charge




I found it interesting that while other campers refer to him as “the gay kid,” they make fun of him for his body odor and not because of his sexuality. Did you avoid a more typical route of antigay bias because you feel that kids at this particular age generally don’t care as much about homosexuality?
There are a lot of kids for whom it’s a nonissue, and that’s going to be even more reflected in the show as we continue. The popular boy group that looks down on Alistair for smelling bad is also in a position to see him as “other” because he’s perceived as gay, but these aren’t the kinds of kids who would say something to his face or be openly cruel about it. These guys are teenage jocks who probably don’t know any gay people, and there might be something about it that’s threatening to their masculinity, but I wanted to play that without necessarily doing the thing where they’re like, “Hey, homo, you’re queer!” I wanted to explore different levels of that discomfort among the camp community.

Alistair smells because he doesn’t like to shower with the other boys. His anxieties are left somewhat ambiguous, but I assumed that they stemmed from his fear of getting an erection in front of the other boys.
That’s a valid interpretation. I’ve been reading some responses to that, and I thought it was interesting that people have interpreted it in different ways. Some people interpreted it that he’s uncomfortable around other guys, and some people interpreted it that it’s a body issue.

Can we look forward to more queer characters or story lines?
There’s a lot of other interesting queer stuff that’s going to happen. Even though I can’t reveal too many specifics because we’re so early in the season, I encourage audiences to stay tuned, because I’m trying to do something really new and interesting in terms of breaking from traditional queer narratives. My own sexuality never followed a narrative that I saw in the media. We see some black-and-white looks at sexuality, but I’m interested in exploring the gray areas — especially the ones that happen when you’re a teenager and still figuring things out.

As a gay writer and as the daughter of someone who writes great gay characters, are you especially sensitive to gay stereotypes and especially careful to avoid those clichés in your own work?
I’m just trying to write something that I would personally find interesting, but I don’t think there’s enough diversity in terms of different kinds of queer expression. With gay characters on TV, you see a lot of femmy guys and femmy girls. You never see a butch girl, particularly if she’s a lesbian, because that’s the most threatening thing to people. It also annoys me when shows take a lesbian relationship but only play it for a few minutes.

With which character on Huge do you most relate?
I feel like I can inhabit any one of these characters when I’m writing, because I try to find a part of myself that feels like they are in that moment, but people who know me will say that Will is a strong example of my own voice coming through. Her humor is very similar to mine, and her line “on a scale of 1 to Ellen” is something that I say. Growing up I was much more of a Becca because I was the shy, socially awkward one. When I met someone I felt was brave like Will, I thought they were everything I could never be. I grew up very self-conscious but have grown a lot more comfortable in my skin, so I’m probably a combination of Will and Becca.

Tell me about your new short film, Snapshot, at Outfest.
It’s such a thrill for me because I’ve fantasized about being at Outfest since I was 16. I wrote, produced, and directed this movie with a good friend, Miranda Sajdak. It’s about a suburban mom who answers the door, and her daughter’s date for the big dance is this punk girl. Not much is made of the fact that she’s a girl; it’s more about this awkward mother-date meeting and their little moment of connection.

Your first short film The Misanthropes in 2006 was also lesbian-themed.

I’ve always worked through my own personal shit in my writing. The Misanthropes came out of my own conflict of identifying as gay, feeling like I couldn’t relate with lesbian clichés but feeling embarrassed that I still wanted to consume all gay media. It’s on YouTube if you want to watch it.

It was recently reported that Wicked’s creators had begun meeting with potential directors for a Wicked film. Now that you’ve become a writing team, will you join your mother on that adaptation?
I wouldn’t be someone who was officially working on it, but I’ll offer my input and she’ll ask my advice, as occasionally happened when she was writing the original Wicked. When it does happen, I know as sure as I’m standing here that she’s going to show me drafts, because we’re the kind of family that shares what we’re working on. But this is a long way away. They’re not planning on making it anytime soon.

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