Guillermo Diaz: Pinup Boy
Two years ago Guillermo Díaz was invited to a party for Pinups, a gay magazine that features one pictorial a month, a matter-of-fact portrayal of a regular guy hanging out naked. “I’d never heard of the magazine,” recalls Díaz, who met Pinups’ creator and resident photographer, Christopher Schulz. “I was like, ‘When are you going to shoot me?’ And he asked, ‘You want to do it?’ I said, ‘Yeah, let’s do it. I want to be naked in a magazine.’ ”
So, TV career be damned, he did it.
It’s pretty much how Díaz has approached his career from the beginning. Whether acting in mid-1990s indie films like Party Girl and Stonewall or, more recently, playing drug dealer Guillermo on Weeds and Angel, the gay nurse on NBC’s short-lived hospital series Mercy, Díaz has gone with his gut, picking roles that grab him. And if they play into stereotypes or upend them, it’s all part of a long career he hopes will be filled with, in his words, “emotionally crippled characters.” He explains, “That’s what I want to do. Dark, fucked-up characters have so much more going on than the hot guys. That whole sex symbol thing, it’s hard for me to connect to that and the pressure of having to live up to that.”
It should be no surprise, then, that Díaz showed up for his interview, at a West Hollywood café near his house, wearing black cords, Converse-style sneakers, and a black plaid shirt. Not quite the WeHo pretty boy uniform. And then there was his hair. “I did the Mohawk because we’ve shot the whole season already,” Díaz explains, referring to the new ABC political drama Scandal, debuting April 5. He plays Huck, who, in the series’ first episode, is a mysterious figure, unshaven, cloaked in a hoodie, lurking in the corners of the office run by Kerry Washington’s Olivia Pope, a high-powered consultant and former White House publicist who spins her clients’ way through political crises.
In later episodes Huck is revealed to be an ex-CIA agent, one of the show’s fixers, and the firm’s computer hacker. He hunts down information online and sometimes “goes out and takes care of it himself,” Díaz says, cryptically. “He’s sweet and tragic but really dangerous too. He’s a nut.”
“I always thought, if you don’t want to work with me because I’m gay, then fuck you,” he says. “I don’t want to work with you either.” But he got some pushback from his management at the time. “They were a little squirrelly about it. There was that, ‘Well, don’t be too gay.’ ”
Díaz was still living with his family when he came out publicly, yet he hadn’t told them. “I mean, they knew I was playing a drag queen, but they didn’t want to know too much about it.” Díaz came out to his Cuban immigrant family when he was 27 and about to move out on his own. Now they’re on board completely, and they know his boyfriend, Mike, whom Díaz has been with for seven years.
Ironically, it was gay audiences that gave him a hard time when he played another gay character, Angel, on Mercy. “I was trying to play him like a regular guy,” by which Díaz means someone who “queens out” once in a while but is otherwise just like everyone else. But the network pushed him to be more flamboyant. “It’s NBC,” he says. “If a producer is telling me to gay it up, I’ve got to gay it up.” Díaz continues, “I didn’t necessarily agree with the way they were going, but at the same time, there are a lot of queeny guys and they’re great. It’s part of who we are, right? So I didn’t get why people were upset, and at the same time, I kind of did.”
It’s at that time that he decided to pose nude for Pinups. He didn’t think to tell his current management — whom Díaz is quick to point out are open-minded women who are very cool with his sexuality. “I don’t know why I didn’t say anything,” he wonders now. “I guess I thought it wasn’t going to be a big deal.” Sure enough, when the photos came out, he got a call. “Guillermo, what the fuck are you doing?” he recalls being asked. “You could be fired for this!”
Díaz hadn’t considered the morality clause, part of a standard television contract that he had signed with NBC. “I remember being really defensive and being like, ‘You guys don’t get it. What’s the big deal? I’m just naked. I’m not hard. I’m not fucking.’ ”
Mercy was soon canceled, so any contractual crisis was averted. Now the photos are available with a few keystrokes of a Google search. “It’s on Manhunt, and there’s this thing that says, ‘Would you fuck him or not?’ ” reveals Díaz. “And then it’s all these people talking about me and how I’m fat or ugly. I mean, there’s good stuff too, but the whole point of why I did the magazine is people acting that way.”
He did it to prove a point — to others, and to himself — that he doesn’t have to have a perfect body to be considered sexy, to be pinup-worthy, to be OK. “I’m not that hot guy, and I’m naked and you’re still talking shit about how I look. You’re proving me right. You know what I mean? It’s kind of sad.”
But he’s resilient: “I’ll just have to do another one. Just have to keep getting naked, until people get it.”